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Post by Skipping February🚧✊🏿🚫 on Aug 8, 2016 5:32:13 GMT
I feel like I've pulled the wool over my own eyes. I've bought into this world. It is profoundly comforting in a way so subconscious it's difficult to identify. It's as though at all times, behind my ears, there is a powerful belief whispering it's okay. When I get locked out of my apartment, when debt collectors call, when my mom tells me she found a lump in her breast - it's okay. I chose this. I am full, I am held. I am not afraid anymore, and when I am, it's because fear is interesting, because I have the privilege of feeling it.
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Post by Don Rumata on Aug 8, 2016 6:39:52 GMT
I'm slowly starting to understand why they're calling you fagnax.
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Post by bladefd on Aug 8, 2016 8:24:06 GMT
I feel like I've pulled the wool over my own eyes. I've bought into this world. It is profoundly comforting in a way so subconscious it's difficult to identify. It's as though at all times, behind my ears, there is a powerful belief whispering it's okay. When I get locked out of my apartment, when debt collectors call, when my mom tells me she found a lump in her breast - it's okay. I chose this. I am full, I am held. I am not afraid anymore, and when I am, it's because fear is interesting, because I have the privilege of feeling it. Is there more to the thought? I feel like it is not complete as if there is more to it. Wonderful descriptions. My understanding is that we have the privilege of feeling what it feels like to be living. During the fearful moments when we may lose control, remember you chose the path. Follow it. Toss aside fear. It will be okay! |
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Post by Skipping February🚧✊🏿🚫 on Aug 8, 2016 14:40:17 GMT
I'm slowly starting to understand why they're calling you fagnax. Jealousy? |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 8, 2016 14:57:06 GMT
u let shit get to u too much, op. just stop giving a fuck about dumb shit and focus on getting this money and making ur life better
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Post by Skipping February🚧✊🏿🚫 on Aug 8, 2016 16:16:24 GMT
u let shit get to u too much, op. just stop giving a fuck about dumb shit and focus on getting this money and making ur life better Qhat does that have to do with this? Lol |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 8, 2016 17:13:28 GMT
u let shit get to u too much, op. just stop giving a fuck about dumb shit and focus on getting this money and making ur life better Qhat does that have to do with this? Lol your original post is the post of someone who's felt overwhelmed by life at some point |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 8, 2016 17:17:08 GMT
that was beautiful OP
i'd hug and fuck you if i could
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Post by bladefd on Aug 8, 2016 20:25:51 GMT
Qhat does that have to do with this? Lol your original post is the post of someone who's felt overwhelmed by life at some point I don't get that sense. I just think we all deal with issues and obstacles along the path of life. Living is feeling, feeling is living. First step is accepting that obstacles will arise in life, which that person has. Second step is not only fighting to overcome these obstacles, but letting yourself know it will be okay. It's a way of keeping your composure. Don't freak out when issues arise. It is okay to occasionally fear things in life. You are alive after all. That in itself is a privilege. Life is a privilege. The sense I get is that person has found peace within. Without inner peace, you have nothing! This person has found peace, which he didn't seem to have before, and it in itself is profoundly orchestrated into words. |
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Post by Skipping February🚧✊🏿🚫 on Aug 9, 2016 1:51:25 GMT
Qhat does that have to do with this? Lol your original post is the post of someone who's felt overwhelmed by life at some point Not really. Its about accepting the experiential nature of life and everything that comes with it. You can deny it and make a disconnected reality out of your mind where your life doesnt begin internally, or you can accept it and admit that everything is just something you choose to experience. |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 9, 2016 1:56:23 GMT
your original post is the post of someone who's felt overwhelmed by life at some point I don't get that sense. I just think we all deal with issues and obstacles along the path of life. Living is feeling, feeling is living. First step is accepting that obstacles will arise in life, which that person has. Second step is not only fighting to overcome these obstacles, but letting yourself know it will be okay. It's a way of keeping your composure. Don't freak out when issues arise. It is okay to occasionally fear things in life. You are alive after all. That in itself is a privilege. Life is a privilege. The sense I get is that person has found peace within. Without inner peace, you have nothing! This person has found peace, which he didn't seem to have before, and it in itself is profoundly orchestrated into words. i agree that u shouldn't freak out when shit happens don't agree that life is a privilege |
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Post by bladefd on Aug 9, 2016 2:06:48 GMT
I don't get that sense. I just think we all deal with issues and obstacles along the path of life. Living is feeling, feeling is living. First step is accepting that obstacles will arise in life, which that person has. Second step is not only fighting to overcome these obstacles, but letting yourself know it will be okay. It's a way of keeping your composure. Don't freak out when issues arise. It is okay to occasionally fear things in life. You are alive after all. That in itself is a privilege. Life is a privilege. The sense I get is that person has found peace within. Without inner peace, you have nothing! This person has found peace, which he didn't seem to have before, and it in itself is profoundly orchestrated into words. i agree that u shouldn't freak out when shit happens don't agree that life is a privilege |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 9, 2016 2:14:39 GMT
i mean that life isn't some great, meaningful thing. it's just haphazard chance and it all means nothing when u die so why get worked up over anything?
there's a limited amount of success and happiness to go around in the world. all u can do is make sure ur life isn't as shitty as the next guy's
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Post by Skipping February🚧✊🏿🚫 on Aug 9, 2016 4:10:35 GMT
I dont think theres a limited amount of anything in any real way. A limited accessability?  . Not a limited amount. |
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Post by Deleted on Aug 9, 2016 4:46:22 GMT
same difference in actuality. when u aren't the one who's in control, accessibility is amount
but that also depends on your standard of living, which u have control over (ur comfort level)
if u don't give a shit about much, u'll be fine with scraps. if u hunger for more however, yet all u have access to is scraps, then the dissonance starts to kick in and fuck with u
it's not until u humble urself and realize ur limits that ur able to achieve that "inner peace". in essence, we're saying the same shit, it's just that mine comes from a glass half empty perspective
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Post by Skipping February🚧✊🏿🚫 on Aug 9, 2016 5:52:06 GMT
same difference in actuality. when u aren't the one who's in control, accessibility is amount but that also depends on your standard of living, which u have control over (ur comfort level) if u don't give a shit about much, u'll be fine with scraps. if u hunger for more however, yet all u have access to is scraps, then the dissonance starts to kick in and fuck with u it's not until u humble urself and realize ur limits that ur able to achieve that "inner peace". in essence, we're saying the same shit, it's just that mine comes from a glass half empty perspective I agree, but my point is that human potential is essentially limtless. People also have insatiable appetites usually though. |
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. Not a limited amount.